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<title>Overview</title>
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On April 2009, I decided to stop working for Cuban State's
institutions. This decision came itself emerging on me based
on the increasing repression impossed to system administrators
by Cuban State and the lack of an independent way from the
State to express my feelings about computers and sharing
information in freedom. I don't pretend to use this book to
detail the political system I lived on, but I do want to say
that the more I get involved with such political system the
more was the distance I felt between the most pure of myself
and the actions such system wanted me to do. It is motivating
how one can realize about such things, thanks to bright minds
like Mr. Richard Stallman with his vision and actions about
freedom as well as to free communities like &TCP; where those
feelings are made available for anyone to enjoy.
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It is also fare to mention that freedom has a cost and more if
you are living in a political system where most people cannot
make use of it to manifest themselves. I didn't find any
solution other than isolate myself from that political system
repressing my natural right of expression. Mentioned that way
might sound simple but it is a very difficul decision because
its implications. For example, immediatly after I took that
decision I didn't find a job to do and had to relay on my
family which, in its majority, grew up with the political
system I reject and is attached somehow to it. A terrible
humilation to me, but less humilation than a direct relation
since it wasn't my decision to come into the world nor be
educated in a way I wasn't able to take concience of. This
way, I gave my first step back into the reconstruction of
myself. After two years in this situation, Frank Sueiras (the
housband of my ant Carmen L. Delgado) retires himself from
working to Cuban State's institution and start doing jobs for
third parties. In one of those jobs, the Jesuitas church
contracts him to planificate everything related to hydraulics
on a building under construction. I went with him there and I
have to say that the feeling of community there remembered me
that one experimented inside The CentOS Project. So, I ask him
to talk there in order for me to work on whatever it be needed
(e.g., putting glasses on doors, helping the welder man,
painting, etc.).<footnote>
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They didn't need a system administrator by then ;-).
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</footnote> This way I received a payment for living (which
was almost 4 times more than what a system administrator
legally receives from working for the Cuban State). At nights
I keep myself reading the documentation available inside &TCD;
and writing about &TCAR; with the hope of found an Internet
access to share what I've been doing with &TCC; without that
rare doubt of being doing something
<quote>inappropriate</quote>.
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The reconstruction of oneself is a painful process, as far as
I'm experimenting. It is a time of loneliness and waiting you
need to pass inevitably. In that time you compress yourself
until you be able of seeing what you are, what you are not,
what you are doing, why are you doing it, and what purpose
does everything has for others once your life in this word
reaches its end. How strong you are to take the responsability
of your own life and fight against anyone trying to take that
from you. The life, and all it brings to you, is so yours that
it is very important everyone be aware of that, specially in
political systems that insist on living your life for you.
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&TCAR; development has been the excel I've been attached to
through all this time. It has been the sence of my days, the
central place I've used to reconstruct myself and I use this
book to describe what you can do to help me develop &TCAR; in
an environment where the only independent way of transfer data
is the telephone network, motivated by the need of sharing
still in this very limited conditions.
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